The relationship has been doing nothing but stressing me out for a long time. There were some good times, I love him, and it really, really, really hurts, but I think I did the right thing. I put up with a lot, and I think I deserve better than that. I tried everything to make it work, but I just felt completely misunderstood, disrespected and not even taken seriously on a daily basis.
At first he was really upset, and appologised, and said he'd try to figure out how to make things work, and I actually put my ring back on, and I was so ready to give it another go, but just now he told me that he's seeing things clearly for the first time, and he really doesn't care, and he's gonna move up to Reno with his exgirlfriend who he cheated on me with a year ago, or move up to alaska to fish for crabs.
On top of all that I have my citizenship interview coming up in less than 2 months, my mum's planning on moving back to Russia this year, and I won't have any family here at all, I can't find a job for the life of me (I'm making like 400 bucks a month right now) and I just have no idea what I'm going to do. I mean, it can't get too much worse, so I'm assuming something good's supposed to happen kindof soon.
At first he was really upset, and appologised, and said he'd try to figure out how to make things work, and I actually put my ring back on, and I was so ready to give it another go, but just now he told me that he's seeing things clearly for the first time, and he really doesn't care, and he's gonna move up to Reno with his exgirlfriend who he cheated on me with a year ago, or move up to alaska to fish for crabs.
On top of all that I have my citizenship interview coming up in less than 2 months, my mum's planning on moving back to Russia this year, and I won't have any family here at all, I can't find a job for the life of me (I'm making like 400 bucks a month right now) and I just have no idea what I'm going to do. I mean, it can't get too much worse, so I'm assuming something good's supposed to happen kindof soon.