Hey everyone! Just wanted to update and let you guys know i'm ok.
I'm at my sister's house at the moment. The internet company that was supposed to hook up my internet earlier in the week never showed after I waited ALL day on them (and called 3 times) so anyways, I cancelled service/etc with them. So for the time being no internet just yet. Instead I decided to go with AT&T. They are mailing me my self instillation kit/etc so I should have that around the 20th! After that all I have to do is get my brother in law to install it for me and get everything set up- then I should be good to go! So hopefully soon thanks to my wonderful angel, I should have internet!
I can't wait!
In the mean time I'm still trying to find a second job- been looking everywhere and applying like crazy...unfortunately even though i'm qualified to work as a Vet Tech and a Florist- I can't find anything in eithor field....so i'm looking elsewhere in addition to that as well. Please pray I find something good soon!
Thankyou again for all of your prayers and support everyone! I appreciate them so much! Hopefully soon I'll be able to get online much more often and catch up on all the threads i've missed!
No news really from anything between Colin and I. He hasn't called me or tried to contact me whatsoever so nothing new really. Things are still pretty aweful as far as that goes. I guess we both need prayers. I know he's treating me like crap, but I still think that he has something else going on with him (possibly mentally) so even all that aside if you guys could spare some prayers that he gets the help he needs that'd be good to. I do still love him, and I would never wish anything bad on him....even after all he's done to me, but i just can't be with him right now. I think i still have a lot of compassion and love for him because I know deep in my heart he really does need help- but I just can not allow myself to be his doormat anymore. I don't deserve to be treated badly just because he has some issues he needs help for. He has to get help for himself and make positive changes and I hope he does that reguardless of what happens between us...