I just got home from the hospital again. If they know what the problem is, they do not seem to be sharing that info with me. I know I about sick to death of being in the hospital. I am trying to get some cleaning and decluttering done today, maybe the house won't feel so oppressive. I have so many collections, souvenirs, and just junk, I can't stand it any more. I am taking a truck load to the second hand store tomorrow. I am only keeping the most sentimental and favorite stuff. Some of it I have moved 5 or 6 times and never pulled it out of the boxes, which is just ridiculous. He has enough crap for any 10 people, and if I get my part decluttered, I am hoping he will, too.
I got an extension on my cable and internet being cut off, and dh is doing a little better at work, so maybe we can keep it on. I am trying to be positive about all this, because I try really hard to think that everything happens for a reason. I appreciate the well wishes and good vibes more than you know.