I have posted about losing my cat, a little over a week ago, I feel like I am losing my mind at times. I am so lost without her. My kids and hubby and I adopted an adult female a few day ago who is a sweetheart and I love her and I am so glad we saved her but I do things on impulse when I am depressed, I know it was meant to be, she loves us and I am glad we did it but I can't help but feel guilty, I miss my Tazzy so much, I can't stand the thought of knowing she is not here in this house. I want to scream, move, leave, I don't know I am seriously not handling this well at all, at times I think I am going to be ok then today, it's just unbearable. How do I get through this, I feel like I need to be heavily medicated or something, I am one that does not take medicines, drink or anything and right now I feel like I don't know how to get through it, I know I need to toughen up and stop crying and think positive but I just can't today