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My precious angel Alley

post #1 of 26
Thread Starter 
Tomorrow will be 2 years since my darling girl crossed the bridge.

I've been thinking about her so much and wanted to write her a beautiful tribute here in the bridge forum but the words just wouldn't come. I searched online to find a special poem that told just how I feel about her but none even came close. How can simple words ever describe the pain and horror of having to say goodbye. Knowing that I will never stroke her soft fur again. Never hear her sweet meow, telling me all about her day.

It all comes back to one simple fact. I miss her.

When she died, a piece of me died with her and I will never get it back, any more than I will get her back. I don't know if she still exists out there in some other place, in some other way. I hope so. And I hope I will be with her again someday, because without my babygirl I will never be complete.
post #2 of 26
I know its hard.
Dec 5th was 1 year since I lost Stormy and I want to write a poem but I can not do it yet.
Maybe one day you can write a poem.
I did for 3 of my other cats.
post #3 of 26
Paula You did write a beautiful tribute. It came from the heart.
post #4 of 26
Oh Paula we all know that your precious babygirl will always be so deeply missed by you. You will always love her so very much.
I wish I could say something to give you comfort, but there is not comfort for someone that you miss so much. So I will send you a ~hug~ and let you know that we are here for you and understand
post #5 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
When she died, a piece of me died with her and I will never get it back, any more than I will get her back.
true for all of us who have lost loved furbabies

Alley's
post #6 of 26
Thinking of you and Alley.
post #7 of 26
For you and Alley
post #8 of 26
Hugs from me to You Paula on Alley's RB anniversary... Just remember she is always with You.
post #9 of 26
Your girl is always with you Alley is very special, and greatly missed, and you were so blessed to be her Mom
post #10 of 26
This sounds bad....but I really can't believe it's been 2 years.
post #11 of 26
Oh Paula
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
Knowing that I will never stroke her soft fur again. Never hear her sweet meow, telling me all about her day.
Your little girl is happy and healthy over at the bridge And you will see her again, you will stroke her soft fur, and you will hear her sweet meow, because she's going to have lots to tell you when you see each other again

She's watching over you, as are all the rest of the TCS cats with their mums and dads

________________________________________
post #12 of 26
Thread Starter 
I've just woken up and I'm already crying I wish I didn't have to go in to work today. I was so hoping I would dream of my girl last night but no such luck. It would have been nice to hold her even in a dream.
post #13 of 26
Oh Paula You know, as long as your still thinking of Alley she's still alive in your heart

You don't need a dream to have your little girl come into your head, you can have her there at any time of the day
post #14 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
I've just woken up and I'm already crying I wish I didn't have to go in to work today. I was so hoping I would dream of my girl last night but no such luck. It would have been nice to hold her even in a dream.
She'll always be with you Paula

and we will always be here too
post #15 of 26
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Today I'm wearing the pawprint heart locket that contains a lock of her fur. I don't wear it all the time because I'm afraid of losing it but for today I have a little piece of her close to my heart.
post #16 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
Today I'm wearing the pawprint heart locket that contains a lock of her fur. I don't wear it all the time because I'm afraid of losing it but for today I have a little piece of her close to my heart.
Awwww that's nice Paula!

Do you have a memory box for Alley like Karen has with her Molly's things in. She brings it out every year on Molly's anniversary
post #17 of 26
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Originally Posted by Rosiemac View Post
Awwww that's nice Paula!

Do you have a memory box for Alley like Karen has with her Molly's things in. She brings it out every year on Molly's anniversary
I don't

I have her pictures up always in the apartment but she didn't really have anything I could keep in a box. She didn't play with toys and she slept with me, so no bed or blankets or anything and she didn't wear a collar, so

I have a little lock of fur and 9 years of memories.
post #18 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
I have a little lock of fur and 9 years of memories.
And no one can ever take those away from you Paula
post #19 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
When she died, a piece of me died with her and I will never get it back, any more than I will get her back. I don't know if she still exists out there in some other place, in some other way. I hope so. And I hope I will be with her again someday, because without my babygirl I will never be complete.
I'm not sure I believe in traditional angels and heaven but I do believe that we all have a never dying energy and Alley is out there. She may not look like the soft black beauty you remember but she's there and probably closer than you know.

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Originally Posted by AbbysMom View Post
Paula You did write a beautiful tribute. It came from the heart.


Hold those precious memories close and remember you got 9 years more than some.
post #20 of 26
Alley
post #21 of 26
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Originally Posted by Rosiemac View Post
And no one can ever take those away from you Paula
that's more than i have - i have pix of Mouse, but she also slept w/me... & i didn't think to get fur
post #22 of 26
Thread Starter 
I just miss her so much
post #23 of 26
Awww thats so sad. Nice tribute though.
post #24 of 26
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Originally Posted by AlleyGirl View Post
I just miss her so much
I am holding you and Alley in my heart Paula.
post #25 of 26

She´s in my prayers dear paula... don´t doubth of this my friend...
RIP sweet Alley,..Meowmy miss you so much......
post #26 of 26
Paula, she is with you. Always. And I firmly believe when the bond is so strong, these cats find away to come back to us. My Miew Miew came back to me - she was lost last year in May on the 17th. Never came home. We suspect killed by a car or a coyote (one was in the neighborhood).

That was the week before my Lexi/Mee Mee went missing.

Anyway, Miew Miew did a couple of unique things. About 6 months
after I lost her in May 07, it would be Oct 07, I took a small 3 month old
kitten home from my feral colony. I wanted to get her fixed, she was
friendly to me, and I opened a carrier and had her go in it, and thus
trapped her.

She yeowled her head off on the way home, then when I got her home,
managed to escape the carrier in the basement and came up stairs.

She shot out the pet door, how did she know where to find it??? She
was a feral, never been in my house!

She hung round the house, but did not come inside for 2 wks.

I fed her, she would come for the food
out of the sewers but that was it. She let me pet over those 2 wks,
and finally she let me pick up and carry her. And then she came in the pet door on her own!!!

And after that she acted like she was home. She ran up to my Diablo,
whom Miew Miew had adored - he greeted her and groomed her just like that. She knew him, he knew her. ...

And today she continues to do things that Miew Miew did...

she's a different color this time round - lavender blue tabby, not orangey pink like last time. But she's the same dainty, hide under covers, play on the cat tree upside down and climb the front shrubs sort of cat she was last time she was with me...

So I am convinced she is Miew Miew returned. I know that this sounds odd, but there you have it. So I truely believe your kitty will find you again.

Keep your heart open .... I am waiting for my Diablo to reappear....
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