My 13 year old Cat died and I feel so responsible please help me....
tell me how to feel better. My cat Tazzy was 13 years old, overweight but healthy. She started clawing at our new furniture and I trimmed her nails weekly but the tears in the couch were still coming and I called 4 vets because I thought she was too old to be declawed, they all told me no we do it all the time, then I heard about the Laser declaw, and was willing to do what I had to to make it less painful, healing time, etc for her. She was declawed on Nov 3rd, I brought her home Nov 4th, she was eating great and the litter I was supposed to use, well my other cat wouldn't use it so instead of separating them I put the old litter back in and checked her paws daily to see if I saw infection. Weeks went by and I noticed she seemed not to be eating but I would catch her by the water food bowls so I thought she was but she wasn't, I would hear her go downstairs at night so I thought she was eating. one night her paw bled on Nov 20th, I took her to the vet the next morning the 21st, they cleaned her paw and wrapped it up. Then I still thought she wasn't eating and she looked bad so I took her in on the 27th, they kept her all day, gave her fluids, iv, antibiotics, said she hand an infection, so I picked her up and she looked so much better, I had to force feed her, Thanksgiving Day she looked great, was eating what I fed her, Friday I took her in and told them she was eating a lot but had diarrea, they gave me a medicine for her, I gave it to her and Saturday night I thought she looked bad again, Sunday morning She looked so bad, we were going to take her to the emergency vet, I held her in my arms and she died within a few minutes, she let out 2 meows at me and looked right into my eyes and died. I am SO horrified, hysterical, seriously feel like I am going to lose my mind. I want to burn my furniture, I feel like the worst person in the world right now. I lost my perfectly healthy cat because I got her declawed and it just became the biggest nightmare ever. How do I get through this, I keep breaking down so hard and going out to her grave and I can't deal with it. How do I get over this knowing it was my fault?
tell me how to feel better. My cat Tazzy was 13 years old, overweight but healthy. She started clawing at our new furniture and I trimmed her nails weekly but the tears in the couch were still coming and I called 4 vets because I thought she was too old to be declawed, they all told me no we do it all the time, then I heard about the Laser declaw, and was willing to do what I had to to make it less painful, healing time, etc for her. She was declawed on Nov 3rd, I brought her home Nov 4th, she was eating great and the litter I was supposed to use, well my other cat wouldn't use it so instead of separating them I put the old litter back in and checked her paws daily to see if I saw infection. Weeks went by and I noticed she seemed not to be eating but I would catch her by the water food bowls so I thought she was but she wasn't, I would hear her go downstairs at night so I thought she was eating. one night her paw bled on Nov 20th, I took her to the vet the next morning the 21st, they cleaned her paw and wrapped it up. Then I still thought she wasn't eating and she looked bad so I took her in on the 27th, they kept her all day, gave her fluids, iv, antibiotics, said she hand an infection, so I picked her up and she looked so much better, I had to force feed her, Thanksgiving Day she looked great, was eating what I fed her, Friday I took her in and told them she was eating a lot but had diarrea, they gave me a medicine for her, I gave it to her and Saturday night I thought she looked bad again, Sunday morning She looked so bad, we were going to take her to the emergency vet, I held her in my arms and she died within a few minutes, she let out 2 meows at me and looked right into my eyes and died. I am SO horrified, hysterical, seriously feel like I am going to lose my mind. I want to burn my furniture, I feel like the worst person in the world right now. I lost my perfectly healthy cat because I got her declawed and it just became the biggest nightmare ever. How do I get through this, I keep breaking down so hard and going out to her grave and I can't deal with it. How do I get over this knowing it was my fault?