Lately I've been noticing I've been having what I call the "blahs" more and more. I get severe anxiety and it starts to affect my relationship with my SO. At night my mind races with all the things I need to take care of from house work to what I can do with the kids at work the following to how I'm gunna spread out my next paycheck. I can't sleep at times because of it. Then I stress and I find myself taking it out on my SO. Then once we have these huge blowout fights I retract into myself not wanting to do anything. I sleep and just feel flat out s***ty. My Dad actually gave me a few of his Xnax to test out and wow! what a difference it makes. I feel clear headed and able to enjoy doing things. When I was younger I was diagnosed with ADHD as well as depression. I was placed on meds for the ADHD but I didn't take it cuz it made me so sick even with the lowest dose or I was a walking zombie. I was also given Zoloft but had an allergic reaction to it so stopped taking it. Does this sound normal or should I go to the doc and have a chat with her about these things I'm feeling?
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10/1/08 at 1:53pm