She is being spayed on Tues, I have never been nervous about a cat being spayed before, but then I have never had to have a 10yo spayed. She also has a suspicious looking nose which is going to be looked at while under, and she is a very mixed up girl who likes using teeth and claws, so I am hoping she will calm down after being neutered or I dont know what we will do with her - she was left in a house with no tray and only being fed once a day for the back end of her pregnancy and for the first two weeks of the kittens lives, and did lose two kittens. she is happier here than her first foster home, but still turns for no reason at all - she apparently wasn't nasty before, but i think she will be here for months gaining her trust.