Ahhh, see ..thats where someone who truly loves you and a marriage counsellor comes in. It has taken a lot of work, on both my part and his to get back to a point where he trusts me, we both know that he may never, ever fully trust me again, and that's something that I will always regret and have to live with. If he didn't truly love me (funnily enough, that's one reason things happened, I was convinced that he no longer did love me), he could never have forgiven me, and neither of us will ever forget it.....period. It's just something that you have to work through, together to get past.......I fully understand the work that Mr./Mrs. Edwards will have to put in now if they intend to keep their marriage alive.
As far as trust goes, right now I can't see your join date, but I've been a member here since 2003.....yet there was a period of time during 2006-2007 that I was not here. The only time I was allowed online, with him watching me, was to check my emails, and then only because we have some friends and family and business contacts with whom we communicate mostly via email. I willingly (sort of) gave up all online and most outside contact with anyone for a long period of time, just to prove to him that I was not still out looking and doing....building the trust, I should say?