Well somewhere in all of Jordan's vet visits over the last year I remember the vet saying that part of lymphoma or cancer (I can't remember which) There are often changes to the back of a cats eyes. I noticed last week but couldn't get a good look until this Past weekend. Jordan does in fact have a spot at the back of his eye. It is hard to explain, it's a perfectly round spot in the pupil area that is only obvious when the light catches it just right. It reflects the light differntly than the rest of his pupil. I checked the other eye just to make sure it wasn't a normal part of they eye I have never noticed before. To say I'm devistated would be an understatement. I'm trying desperatly to hold it together, but this has been my worst fear for just over a year now. He is still doing very well, eating like a champ (9oz) of wet food yesterday, he was playing yesterday, he's still cuddling with me. Since I decided that I would not do chemo I have not taken him to the vet. I can't bear to hear what he will say. I know it is not the right answer, but I am just comming to terms with this and need a little time before I hear him confirm the worst. Thanks to everyone who has sent him good vibes, please keep them comming, and maybe I'll have some more good months with him.
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7/21/08 at 5:02am