it still hurts so much

its been 50 days and it hurts so much.im sitting here crying.i dont know what to do without her.
can anyone help me.

Awww honey I'm sorry your hurting. I won't tell you it will get better soon because that would be a lie. All I can say is try to hang in there and remember there are lots of us on TCS who are here for you. Many to help you through this.

Every kitty, when she departs, leaves a hole in our heart just exactly her size and shape. Nothing will ever perfectly fill it, but future loves will help lessen it.

There is no comforting word to say, we have all been through it. I still cry for my Napoleon, 18 months after he went. We just have to accept that with the joy of having them, comes the pain of losing them. But sharing the grief helps, and that we can at least do here.

Sending prayers and vibes that you find comfort, strength and healing very soon. Please know how much we at TCS understand exactly what you are feeling and we are here for you during these sad times.
When I lost my Miss Tobie, I was devastated. I created a little tune on the piano, with words, to help me express my grief, but it continued to hurt so bad. then I lost custody of my grandson and he moved 400 miles away....more pain...Three months later after losing Miss Tobie, my disabled daughter purchased Joey and JC, and I think that it was then that my healing truly began. It's been almost 4 years, and I still get the occasional ache when I recall Miss Tobie. Joey senses it immediately, and will do his best to comfort me. Losing my loved ones always reminds me of the saying, "Time is a great river, carrying you away from me" but then I remember that someday I will pass on too, and then I get to be with them all again, but this time forever

I am so sorry for your loss. When I lost my dear Fred at 18 years old, I thought I would lose my mind. He had really been the only constant, stable thing in my life. I still miss him every day, it's been nearly 3 years, but the hurt and emptiness did finally subside. I can't bring myself to remove him from my signature, because I think then he will really be gone, but he will always remain my soulkitty, and have a huge place in my heart. It gets easier, and I don't think that he would want me to grieve, because he is not here to lick my tears away. I don't think your dear one would want you to,either.

I lost 2 in the last 7 Months and know how you feel. Bdays are hard. I am here for you if you need to talk. I have thier Ashes but am afraid to look in the containers. I never even looked at Stripes or Lucys Ashes either. When certain songs come on teh Radio it makes me sad because they were sent to me in Memory of some of them. If you want to talk just Pm me.

Losing an aminal is IMO like losing a member of the family or a close friend, so you just have to take one day at a time until you heal Were all here to listen

I know exactly how you feel. I lost my best friend 17 days ago, and still cry every day! Someone told me something last week, that actually helped (a tiny bit)
and that was
'every soul alive on earth, human or animal, good or bad, is an angel, when they leave here, they dont die, they go home, happy, better for knowing us'
its still soo hard though
if you ever want to talk, just send me a pm!