We found out that my mom's life insurance was approved for the full amount so now we can pay off the house, the credit cars, pay half the car off, and put the rest in investments.
We will use part of the money for our trip also. I will also be saving up for the trip that way we have plenty and we don't want to drain that much from the insurance.
Then after I ran and it all sank in, I began to cry because it just doesn't seem real. I can be logical and get things done when they need to be, but when I'm not, it doesn't seem like this is my life.
If I listen to certain songs it just makes it all the worse. I am grateful to be able to make the last few recipes that are vital to my cultural background. At least I am able to do that.
My cats are my last link to my mom. Sometimes when I cry at night I cry right on Lexi because she sleeps right next to me as close as possible and I think she knows. She will sometimes put her paw on my face.
Sometimes I wonder if there really is anything to look forward to in life.
We will use part of the money for our trip also. I will also be saving up for the trip that way we have plenty and we don't want to drain that much from the insurance.
Then after I ran and it all sank in, I began to cry because it just doesn't seem real. I can be logical and get things done when they need to be, but when I'm not, it doesn't seem like this is my life.
If I listen to certain songs it just makes it all the worse. I am grateful to be able to make the last few recipes that are vital to my cultural background. At least I am able to do that.
My cats are my last link to my mom. Sometimes when I cry at night I cry right on Lexi because she sleeps right next to me as close as possible and I think she knows. She will sometimes put her paw on my face.
Sometimes I wonder if there really is anything to look forward to in life.