she`s gone.

my lovely bonnie girl has gone.
my oh took her to the vets a little while ago and she hasnt come back.i knew it was going to be today but i didnt expect it to hurt this much.
she had a brain tumour and i know it was the kindest thing to do but it hurts so much.i feel like a murderer i feel guilty i feel like i wish it was me instead of her.

So sorry to hear about Bonnie May she rest in peace

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Rest In Peace, Bonnie

So sorry about Bonnie.

Rest in Peace Bonnie

I can`t imagine how bad you must feel but you have given her that final gift of a pain free passage to the bridge You`ve done a very special thing for her.

I'm so sorry for your loss. RIP Bonnie... there'll be no more suffering for you.

I am so sorry to hear about Bonnie! RIP Bonnie!
I felt the same way when my baby boy was PTS! it hurts like hell and still does. I felt like a murderer and i wished it was me too. I still feel like i betray him in some ways...but try and think positively. you gave Bonnie a good life full of love, warmth, and friendship. she gave you a lot too!!! you did the kind thing!!! she is in a better place. again i am so sorry for your loss and i hope you find peace hun!

Please be gentle with yourself. You gave your little darling a release from all of the pain. And with that, you showed her that you loved her very much. She is watching over you and knows how much you love and miss her.

Im so sorry about your beloved Bonnie! Having a loved one PTS is never an easy decision, I felt the same way when I put Glitch to sleep. Its the kindest act you could have done, help the suffering be gone!
Rip Bonnie

i am so sorry to hear this, but please dont feel guilty, and you certainly aren't a murderer, letting them go when they have an incurable illness is the last act of love and kindness we can give them, I wish we could do it for loved humans too. RIP little one.

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet Bonnie. May she now rest in comfort in God's loving arms

I am so sorry for your loss.
I too had my baby sadie pts today,so i know exactly what you are feeling.
Please dont feel guilty as to hold on to her would have only caused both of you more pain,and you have done the kindest thing to set her free.
I now that doesent help much right now but its what im trying to hold on to help get through.
Rest in pesce little one

this is bonnie.




i miss you baby girl,i never thought my heart could hurt so much.
do you remember baby when you had your own babies?
i held your paw all night,i vowed i would have you spayed
as ic ouldnt stand to see you in pain.
do you rememeber how we would play football together?
i would roll you the ball and you would kick it back.
i used to laugh so hard at you when you couldnt be
bothered to get up and kick it.
and towards the end when all you wanted was one
of mums cuddles,i would pick you up all floppy and
you would put your little weak arms around my neck
and cling onto me.i have scratches all my neck bon bon
but i dont mind i would gladly have a million more.
i didnt sleep last night.i layed awake all night wondering
if you will forgive me for having you go to the bridge early.
too early.
you were only two and a half.we should have had
years and years together but you were robbed
from me cruelly.
the bed seemed very big last night without
you taking up half of it.i missed your tail
swishing in my face this morning.i missed
you yowling at me for your breakfast this morning.
i missed you this afternoon when you didnt come
for your afternoon cuddles.
i found mousey today.do you know where he was?
he was under the fridge,his tail was sticking out.
i dont know how we missed him?!i have put him
in your bed under the cushion just like you always did.
i dont know what im going to do bonnie now.
i miss you so much.you know i love you i waited
so long for you.28 years.
i`ll never forget you bon bon.look in on me from
time to time bubs.
i love you always bonnie-girl.
love mum
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That was a very nice tribute to your sweet girl She was beautiful

She was very beaiutiful!

Oh my goodness isn't she a little beauty! I'm so sorry, and after reading your tribute i can see how your missing her

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Please go easy on yourself. You did what was best for Bonnie. She was a gorgeous cat and your tribute to her is touching. Her body is gone, but she lives on in your heart!