this is bonnie.
i miss you baby girl,i never thought my heart could hurt so much.
do you remember baby when you had your own babies?
i held your paw all night,i vowed i would have you spayed
as ic ouldnt stand to see you in pain.
do you rememeber how we would play football together?
i would roll you the ball and you would kick it back.
i used to laugh so hard at you when you couldnt be
bothered to get up and kick it.
and towards the end when all you wanted was one
of mums cuddles,i would pick you up all floppy and
you would put your little weak arms around my neck
and cling onto me.i have scratches all my neck bon bon
but i dont mind i would gladly have a million more.
i didnt sleep last night.i layed awake all night wondering
if you will forgive me for having you go to the bridge early.
you were only two and a half.we should have had
years and years together but you were robbed
from me cruelly.
the bed seemed very big last night without
you taking up half of it.i missed your tail
swishing in my face this morning.i missed
you yowling at me for your breakfast this morning.
i missed you this afternoon when you didnt come
for your afternoon cuddles.
i found mousey today.do you know where he was?
he was under the fridge,his tail was sticking out.
i dont know how we missed him?!i have put him
in your bed under the cushion just like you always did.
i dont know what im going to do bonnie now.
i miss you so much.you know i love you i waited
so long for you.28 years.
i`ll never forget you bon bon.look in on me from
time to time bubs.
i love you always bonnie-girl.