This may have been a long time ago but I lost a orange kitty named Babe back in December 8th, 2007. I miss him so much, I have many videos and pictures so I don't forget his face. He was there if I needed a friend or a hug. I never grieved so much for a friend, I just have to remember all the times when we had fun together. He use to sit on my lap as I type and thinking I won't see him again or hug him is still hard to take. It's easy to think that he is just outside waiting for you to bring him in and cuddle him and love him. I hope he is in a good, happy place now.