I dont write here often, so I feel I have to intoduce myself each time! I actually only written in the behavior forum, so first time in this forum.
Well, I have two cats, Pollyanna (6,5 years) and Feykirofa (4). Feykirofa is a happy, not so clever cat, who loves attention and to cuddle. Pollyanna on the other hand is very clever, quiet cat who likes things under control without surprises. She is very affectionate with "her" people, but feels bad if meeting more than one stranger at a time. Pollyanna really ownes me, we have been through thick and thin together and I think she can read my mind! Anyway, we are very connected, and the is always there for me. If I argue with someone, she stands beside me and makes a noise herself, and if I feel bad she crowls onto my lap and purrs loudly.
She has often been ill through the years and now she was getting very thin and ill looking, so I thougt of taking her to the wet soon, allthough we went for a checkup in January.
So, I dont know if it was her health, or that she was on heat, and I started giving her the pill to stop it, as I probably would soon get her spayed, since she probably has not the health to have kittens; but yesterday she snug out and now, 36 hours later she hasnt come back and I feel so very bad. She usually stays indoors and takes short trips out to the garden or around the house, but she never stays out long. And it is so cold in this corner of Iceland now, which makes this very hard if she is hurt somewhere.
I know that cat do get missing, and do get hit by cars, but Pollyanna isnt just any cat, (well no cats are) so I feel I have lost a close relative. I do love Feykirofa, but we are not so connected as Pollyanna and I.
I am just so sad and worried, I just cant stop crying - and hoping, and I knew that here would be people who would understand my feelings.
Well, this is too long allready, sorry for that.