This is the first time I have been able to get online but this past Tuesday Tavia died unexpectedly. And I miss her so much. Our floors are really hard and she was on my bed and I was loving on her and then she went to get down suddenly and she hit wrong or something because I heard her hit the floor and it was really loud and I jumped up and she was laying in the floor and had twisted sideways and was crying out I picked her up and carried her into the livingroom and told my dad that something was wrong and he got up and I told him to take her collar off and he did and then he tried to blow some air in her nose, we were in the middle of an ice storm and were frozen in but she died with in minutes I was holding her and she started making this gurgling noise and then she died. I feel so guilty like maybe if I would have stopped her from getting off the bed she would still be here. I took her to the basement and sat and cried beside her and told her how much I loved her. There will never be another cat like her. I just loved her so much and I feel like someone has cut my heart out.
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2/18/08 at 10:58am