My mom called this morning. My sister had just gotten back from her dr. A few months ago she was diagnosed with a rare form of cancer where her body kills off her own blood cells. Anyway her test came back 5 points lower then its ever been, the dr. told her that her body is slowly dying. They are calling in a specialist from OKC and if they cant do anything they are going to send her to the mayo clinic in Houston Texas. The bad part is she has never told her husband about the C word, he just knows she is sick, she wont say it to him because she says he would freak out she she couldnt take the stress. I just dont know what to do, i have been in a state of shock i guess all day, i try not to think about it, but it just keeps replaying in my head. I dont know what i would do if something were to happen, she is my baby sister, she is only 26. Sitting here, each tick of the clock reminds me that she could be getting worse and its driving me insane. I just wanna smash that stupid clock and everything else i see.
