Now that I have clamed down enough to talk about it, I just wanted to say......
I am soooo glad to be home right now.
I left work tonight and started my drive home. It was snowing out but nothing drastic. After about 5 minutes, it picked up and I ended up in an area where there was an open field. The wind picked up and felt like it was pushing the van off the road. I slowed down to about 20kn/hr and then, in a matter of minutes, I was engulfed in what I believe was a snow squall or something like that.
I can honestly say I have never, ever felt fear like that. I went from visibility to none in seconds. I panicked and called hubby. He advised me to completely pull off the road (which I think I did). By that point I was crying because I was so scared...He told me to put my 4 ways on (which, for a minute, I had no idea what he was talking about). I stayed on the side of the road for 5 minutes (felt like hours). I had visions of being rear ended. Hubby asked where I was and although I could tell him what road, I had no perception as to where on that road I was.
Some of you know that I lost my mom in a car accident. She went out in a snow storm. The fear I felt for those 5 minutes while I was stopped, I never want to live again. I don't even think I can explain it and even if I tried, I'm not sure I'd make sense.
All I know is that yes...my life did flash before me. I honestly believed that was it. It was dark, windy and no-one could see where I was (this is what my brain was telling me...logic was: put the vehicle back into drive and go. I was frozen there)
I was never so happy to be home. Happy to hear my boys fight (well...almost) Happy to have to make supper. Happy to listen to hubby snore (he's doing that right now) and...Happy to be here right now posting this.
Life is too short to worry about the little things. I realised that in an instant, my fate could have been otherwise. I've heard about all of those 60 car pile-ups & the fatal endings. But it wasn't.
Have a great night everyone!
We should all just take a moment and be thankful that we have the time to sit and talk to one another, to vent, to joke and to just be there.
Life is great....we just need to stop, take a moment and realise
that fact.
:flash:
I'm sorry if I end up sounding corny......I feel it too!
I just want to add that I am a very careful driver. And...I don't usually go out when it is bad. i was heading home and it went from ok to bad instantly....
The wise thing to do when you doubt the weather is to stay home. It's too risky out there.
I am soooo glad to be home right now.
I left work tonight and started my drive home. It was snowing out but nothing drastic. After about 5 minutes, it picked up and I ended up in an area where there was an open field. The wind picked up and felt like it was pushing the van off the road. I slowed down to about 20kn/hr and then, in a matter of minutes, I was engulfed in what I believe was a snow squall or something like that.
I can honestly say I have never, ever felt fear like that. I went from visibility to none in seconds. I panicked and called hubby. He advised me to completely pull off the road (which I think I did). By that point I was crying because I was so scared...He told me to put my 4 ways on (which, for a minute, I had no idea what he was talking about). I stayed on the side of the road for 5 minutes (felt like hours). I had visions of being rear ended. Hubby asked where I was and although I could tell him what road, I had no perception as to where on that road I was.
Some of you know that I lost my mom in a car accident. She went out in a snow storm. The fear I felt for those 5 minutes while I was stopped, I never want to live again. I don't even think I can explain it and even if I tried, I'm not sure I'd make sense.
All I know is that yes...my life did flash before me. I honestly believed that was it. It was dark, windy and no-one could see where I was (this is what my brain was telling me...logic was: put the vehicle back into drive and go. I was frozen there)
I was never so happy to be home. Happy to hear my boys fight (well...almost) Happy to have to make supper. Happy to listen to hubby snore (he's doing that right now) and...Happy to be here right now posting this.
Life is too short to worry about the little things. I realised that in an instant, my fate could have been otherwise. I've heard about all of those 60 car pile-ups & the fatal endings. But it wasn't.
Have a great night everyone!
We should all just take a moment and be thankful that we have the time to sit and talk to one another, to vent, to joke and to just be there.
Life is great....we just need to stop, take a moment and realise
that fact.
:flash:
I'm sorry if I end up sounding corny......I feel it too!
I just want to add that I am a very careful driver. And...I don't usually go out when it is bad. i was heading home and it went from ok to bad instantly....
The wise thing to do when you doubt the weather is to stay home. It's too risky out there.