Well, unfortunately I've come to the conclusion that I absolutely can not afford to do a $1500 - $2000 exploritory followed by chemo starting at $1000 on Jordan. This is a horrible feeling. I've never had to make a medical decision for a cat based on money. I feel like a terrible Mom, but the finances in combination with other issues just make me say no. Just to give all the facts; 1. Jordan HATES the vet & would not do well with going to the vet all the time for Chemo
2. He's been on Pred long term and now they are telling me that chemo will not be as effective. (keep in mind that average for a cat with lymphoma is 6 months on chemo)
3. The exploritory has risks associated as they would be getting biopsies of several organs including the intestines, stomache and lymphnodes.
4. Financially, it's super expensive & I've got a car with 140,000 miles that needs to be replaced.
I'm giving all the facts because I want people to understand how difficult this decision has been for me. Please don't attack me for making the most difficult decision of my life. He is continuing to get the reommended treatment to keep him comfortable and he will be going to the vet for another blood test in a couple weeks. Basicly I'm doing my best to make him comfortable for whatever time he has left. My question is, how do I not feel so quilty for making this decision? I have always said I'd give whatever money I needed to, but that's easy to say when your not faced with financial ruin. I love him so much and want to be able to enjoy his remaining time, but I keep feeling bad and crying every time I look at him.
2. He's been on Pred long term and now they are telling me that chemo will not be as effective. (keep in mind that average for a cat with lymphoma is 6 months on chemo)
3. The exploritory has risks associated as they would be getting biopsies of several organs including the intestines, stomache and lymphnodes.
4. Financially, it's super expensive & I've got a car with 140,000 miles that needs to be replaced.
I'm giving all the facts because I want people to understand how difficult this decision has been for me. Please don't attack me for making the most difficult decision of my life. He is continuing to get the reommended treatment to keep him comfortable and he will be going to the vet for another blood test in a couple weeks. Basicly I'm doing my best to make him comfortable for whatever time he has left. My question is, how do I not feel so quilty for making this decision? I have always said I'd give whatever money I needed to, but that's easy to say when your not faced with financial ruin. I love him so much and want to be able to enjoy his remaining time, but I keep feeling bad and crying every time I look at him.