well, i have what is called Fibromyalgia
, and it's a chronic pain syndrome which is
difficult to explain/describe.
frankly, i'm in pain more than half the day, everyday. agonizing, paralyzing, contracting pain.
i don't sleep well, they don't think i'm reaching r.e.m. sleep. i am always tired, but still struck with the inability to have a good night's sleep.
i can't even remember the last time i woke up feeling rested, and not in pain.
it's been over 5 years, i'm sure.
it keeps me up at night a lot of nights.
and grief, too, keeps you up at night.
colby, i'll call you soon. i never know when is a good time to call,
and i can't remember our time difference :confused2 it's just 2:04 p.m. here... i worry about interrupting you at work.
Mary Anne, thank you so much for the card, and the wonderful thoughts, you are a blessing to those who know you.