Well tomorrow is the big day. Monday is my heart procedure. I found myself crying myself to sleep last night...I'm more nervous and scared the closer it gets...
Thursday I went to the doctor and they informed me of all the risks. That was enough to freak someone out. They said they think the risks (including death) outweigh the risks of not having the procedure and having another stroke type event.
I've also never gone under general anesthesia before so that scares me too. I'm just a nervous wreck.