About 2 hours ago I had a very long phone conversation with my girlfriend. I haven't seen her for 2 months and when we saw each other on the end of July it was different.
I also met her on March this year and I like her a lot, and she's the one who started our relationship but since she had that trip and everything looks like everything has changed.
She always talks about how she likes to go out with her friends and she says her friends are the best thing in the world and she would never want to lose them. And basically
... I feel like I'm nothing for her. I told her now that I'm feeling that if I was in the list of your priorities, now I'm in the bottom of it.
I'm taking a very long flight to be with her in less than 2 weeks, it's a very long flight from where I am at the moment (currently not with my dad's family in Hillside New Jersey, or to be accurate, they're now in Spring Valley NY but it doesn't make any difference to the story I have right now).... and also the flight price is very expensive one, and I feel like she doesn't care about it.
I'm thinking about linking this thread, this post I'm writing right now to her and send it to her by email but maybe if she would see I'm talking about us on the net she's gonna be upset, however I don't think so, because she's not this kind of person
Anyway I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be a stranger in her house, I don't want to feel me & her have nothing in common.
We talked about it today, she said she likes her friends, so I said that's good and maybe I could "blend in" and be with them but then I also mentioned I've nothing in common with her friends. So she said at first place "why not, give it a shot" but then she said "oh, you're right, you do have nothing in common with them".
I feel like our "relationship" have fallen apart, and from something that had begun from her and from something that she wanted and from something that she started to call me everyday and send lot of emails - it's now like... everything has changed, I'm the only one who calls her and I barely do it once a day just to not lose everything.
Not sure right now if I wanna go and see her, I don't care about the flying ticket, that's not my concern, my concern is whether to go and see her or not.
I asked her "Please be honest with me - do you want me to come because you want to and feel like things can change or you think we lost it?" she said she wants me to come because she wants to but I can't believe her anymore
Dunno what to do.....
I also met her on March this year and I like her a lot, and she's the one who started our relationship but since she had that trip and everything looks like everything has changed.
She always talks about how she likes to go out with her friends and she says her friends are the best thing in the world and she would never want to lose them. And basically
I'm taking a very long flight to be with her in less than 2 weeks, it's a very long flight from where I am at the moment (currently not with my dad's family in Hillside New Jersey, or to be accurate, they're now in Spring Valley NY but it doesn't make any difference to the story I have right now).... and also the flight price is very expensive one, and I feel like she doesn't care about it.
I'm thinking about linking this thread, this post I'm writing right now to her and send it to her by email but maybe if she would see I'm talking about us on the net she's gonna be upset, however I don't think so, because she's not this kind of person
Anyway I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be a stranger in her house, I don't want to feel me & her have nothing in common.
We talked about it today, she said she likes her friends, so I said that's good and maybe I could "blend in" and be with them but then I also mentioned I've nothing in common with her friends. So she said at first place "why not, give it a shot" but then she said "oh, you're right, you do have nothing in common with them".
I feel like our "relationship" have fallen apart, and from something that had begun from her and from something that she wanted and from something that she started to call me everyday and send lot of emails - it's now like... everything has changed, I'm the only one who calls her and I barely do it once a day just to not lose everything.
Not sure right now if I wanna go and see her, I don't care about the flying ticket, that's not my concern, my concern is whether to go and see her or not.
I asked her "Please be honest with me - do you want me to come because you want to and feel like things can change or you think we lost it?" she said she wants me to come because she wants to but I can't believe her anymore
Dunno what to do.....