living with medical health issues sucks.
I just kinda look at it , I do what i can do each day. Sometimes i can do more then other times. today is a bad day, back hurts really, bad, I cant feel most of my right leg,
left leg and foot feels like like molten fire is running down it. Last thing i feel like doing is sitting here at the office.
Dealing with any long term medical issues, places a drain on the body and mind. i have always been kinda short with people, but day like to day i am worse and i know it.
But really what choice do we have? the way i see it is there is no quit in life. or save game. that not to say we cant take time off to recharge.
there is old saying, that i think comes from the japanese and i have seen in some books
Death is as light as feather , duty is as heavy as a mountian.
maybe its sad, but that gets me up out of bed on days like today, when i would much
perfer to be at home feeling sorry for myself