i know i am being overly dramatic but kuan yin is getting spayed right now and i'm a bit worried. i think i was traumatized when my chihuahua i once owned didn't react to the anesthetic well and they had to "bring her back" several times during her spay...that was my last experience so i guess i'm being a little neurotic. would you be so kind to send her positive healing thoughts?..please excuse the neurosis of me.