Today happens to be one of those days. I'm just needing a little input from people that have lost someone dear to them. Last April i lost my mother to brain cancer, it ripped me apart on the inside. Then in July i lost my fiance to a brain anerysm, which totally devastated me because he was my rock during the loss of my mother. From that day, my sense of normal changed. Everything i knew was taken from me. A year has gone by and some days are so hard for me. BUT i put on my happy face and go about my business because i feel that everyone expects me to have it all together or That i should be over this by now. I've managed to move on with my life and am dating, i've found happiness again but these two losses have changed me forever. People tell me all the time that my experience will only make me stronger. Sure my good days outweigh the bad...but going through that one bad day can just break you down. I just wish the "hard days" were a little easier to get through. I know i cant do anything to change whats happened...i just want to know if other people besides me still have bad days too? Am i normal...
I am on medication and am seeking a therapy (which helps) but i need to hear from other people and how they deal with their bad days. Thanks for taking the time to read this....
I am on medication and am seeking a therapy (which helps) but i need to hear from other people and how they deal with their bad days. Thanks for taking the time to read this....