I hate complaining as I know I have a good life; I have a home and partner I love and I like my job. But this month so far has been testing my faith!!
I was ill last May, fairly serious but not life threatening. I was given the all clear in June and began training for a half marathon which is on in 3 weeks (my aim is to complete a marathon before my 30th next August). However last week I started to feel really unwell when running. I went to the doctor; I was told I have a kidney infection and the other illness has reared it's head again. I had to cut out all training so it was essentially for nothing.
To top it all off, a close relative died of cancer yesterday. I knew it was coming but it doesn't stop the news from being upsetting. I haven't cried properly yet, I keep trying to 'control' myself for whatever reason. I also know I shouldn't be complaining about not being able to do a silly half marathon when there are many worse things out there.
Sorry for this guys but I need to offload somewhere at the moment..........
I was ill last May, fairly serious but not life threatening. I was given the all clear in June and began training for a half marathon which is on in 3 weeks (my aim is to complete a marathon before my 30th next August). However last week I started to feel really unwell when running. I went to the doctor; I was told I have a kidney infection and the other illness has reared it's head again. I had to cut out all training so it was essentially for nothing.
To top it all off, a close relative died of cancer yesterday. I knew it was coming but it doesn't stop the news from being upsetting. I haven't cried properly yet, I keep trying to 'control' myself for whatever reason. I also know I shouldn't be complaining about not being able to do a silly half marathon when there are many worse things out there.
Sorry for this guys but I need to offload somewhere at the moment..........
