Hi all, this is very hard for me to do even though my Dweeb has been gone for 3 yrs. I got diagnosed with a heart problem and had to move back in with my mom in june of 2004. My mom is severly allergic to cats so my dweeb couldnt come with me. She was 12 yrs old and still very healthy. Because I got sick, I had to put her to sleep. She was alone with strangers during her last days and moment. My heart still breaks every time I think of her. I miss her more than any words can ever say. She and I had a bond that I never had with any other of my pets.. We connected.. in so many ways.. I knew what she because she found a way to tell me.
The worst part is.. I got better.. yes that is the worst part, because if i had found a way to or someone to keep her for me I could still have her. So because I got sick, she had to die.. Its so unfair and so wrong.. I wish I could have been with her and held her, let her know how much I love her. I have pictures of her and I plan to get a tattoo of her as soon as I can afford it.
She truly was and always will be "momma's love 4ever"
The worst part is.. I got better.. yes that is the worst part, because if i had found a way to or someone to keep her for me I could still have her. So because I got sick, she had to die.. Its so unfair and so wrong.. I wish I could have been with her and held her, let her know how much I love her. I have pictures of her and I plan to get a tattoo of her as soon as I can afford it.
She truly was and always will be "momma's love 4ever"
