It's just been a bad day for me so far. I woke up this morning to the sound of John's grandfather, umm... being sick. His bathroom is directly above our bedroom and the floors/walls are very thin. I have anxiety and one of my fears is being sick, it may sound silly but I am completely terrified of the stomach "flu". I've avoided going upstairs for the most part, but I have to go up sometimes to use the bathroom or get something to eat/drink. I actually have a surgical mask that I use when I clean because of my asthma, but I'm afraid of someone getting upset because I'm being ridiculous so I don't wear it up there. I haven't had any direct contact with him, but was in the same room with him this morning and talked to him for awhile last night. I almost always get sick 2-3 days after someone else does and John insists on going to pick up Volkswagen engines Saturday morning and I'm afraid I'll be sick.
Also, John just surprised me with the news that he's applying for a new job. It's great pay, but it means he has to work 3rd shift. I absolutely CANNOT sleep when he's not here, and I'm the type of person that needs frequent company... I don't like being alone. It's only an hour longer than he works now in the amount of hours... plus one extra day a week... I just don't know if I'll get used to it.
So now I'm worrying about his new job, and worrying about getting sick, and I'm just not feeling so great. Thanks for letting me vent!
Also, John just surprised me with the news that he's applying for a new job. It's great pay, but it means he has to work 3rd shift. I absolutely CANNOT sleep when he's not here, and I'm the type of person that needs frequent company... I don't like being alone. It's only an hour longer than he works now in the amount of hours... plus one extra day a week... I just don't know if I'll get used to it.
So now I'm worrying about his new job, and worrying about getting sick, and I'm just not feeling so great. Thanks for letting me vent!