My Sweet Sassy is gone...

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My Sweet Sassy was laying in the street this morning.
She had been ill but I don't know what took her if she was hit or was her "illness". My dad picked her up.
I feel so guilty.
Mine have always been outside kitties and this is my worst nightmare. It came true today.
As I had posted, I took her to the vet on Saturday and she said that she was ok. She gave her an antibiotics shot and had been giving her her drops. I had skipped yesterday and this morning I was looking for her to give it to her but she never came.
She was so sweet. Always running to greet me and running after me.
I am still in shock. I cannot believe nor accept that she is gone.
I feel so guilty for letting her be outside.
Please my Sweet Tabby, welcome her with you.

I love you.
Angie
 
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I feel so guilty about this since she was an outside kitty.
There was no way to control her.
I tried to get her to stay indoors but she always wanted out, except during the winter.
I just hope that she didn't suffer.
I still have Mixy and Tonky and I am scaring them right now with me crying.
They see me like that and are afraid to get near me.
I am truly sorry that I am grieveing (sp?) so much and right now I don't really listen to Mixy and Tom.
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My heart does ache for you
all my kitties go outside and I know how worrying it can be when they dont turn up


Please dont feel bad, you kitty lived a full, healthy and happy outdoor life


You will have some wonderful memories of Sassy
and in time those memories will surely make you smile again .............in time


RIP Sweet one, have fun over the Bridge, you are in a special place now
 
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I just hope that she didn't suffer.
I still can't believe that she is gone. I look through the window thinking that she is there.
It's too hard.
Angie
 

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Please don't feel guilty. I'm sure you took great care of her and I can tell you cared about her very much. RIP Sassy.
 
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I worry so much about them but it seems that it is never enough.
I am going through the "what ifs".
Please send good vibes for Mixy and Tonky. I don't want anything to happen to them too.
I miss you so much Sassy.
Angie
 
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Four days without her and it is so hard. I have been thinking of the good times and smiling, sharing these memories with my mom but it is so so hard.
It was a week ago that I took her to the vet.
Rest in Peace my sweet girl.
Miss you a lot mama.
Angie
 
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