Oh god, I am so sorry. Rest in Peace at the Rainbow Bridge Jasmine.
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5/9/07 at 4:59pm
I'm so sorry.
I'm lighting a candle for little Jasmine.
I'm sorry for your loss! She knew you loved her! It wasn't your fault...I'm sure she was comforted in her final minutes to be near you.
I was walking home 1.5 hrs ago from mothers day shopping and i saw her running across the road further up into someones yard. Once i got almost near my house i called to her and gave her a scratch then picked her up and took her over the street to carry her home (which ive done before) she reaked out and ran over the raod and tried avoiding a car by running under it and it got a back leg and she went running over the fence into someone elses yard. the driver came out and helped me look for her and she was sitting in the persons yard lifeless and i carried her home and the lady had to unlock the door for me and dad was in the shed and i sat on the couch with her only her leg twitched once or twice a little but her bowels opened and her pupils were dialiated and the vets were too busy and i already knew she was gone. Dad put her on a towel and banket in the cat carrier with the lid off on the back porch so she is getting sunshine. she died 1.5 hours ago and charlie is my room im never letting him out of the house i cant lose another cat. we only took her to the vet this morning a few hours ago to get somen ointment for her eye and she was only 2 years old and perfectly healthy and it didnt feel like anything was broken and she died as soon as she jumped over the fence i shiuldnt have picked her up its all my fault this woman kept saying it was in in the bigger plan but she could have lived for another 15 years and i killed her and i dont know what to do my head is so sore and it doesnt feel real i just held her for ages this is the firs titme ive held a dead animal. dad said he wanted to protect me so all other cats we had he buried before i could see them he didnt want me to see them injured and dead and i had a big duscissuion not long ago that i wanted him to let me see if an animal dies.i called up tristan but he is at work and wont be here for another 3 hours or so and we cant call up mum she works in the city over an hour away im sorry about my spelling i dont care how it looks i feel so horrible
Dragoriana, I read your story and it made me cry.
I just lost one of my cats recently; it is a very hard thing to deal with.
Jasmine was a gorgeous cat, and that picture of her as a wee kitten is soo cute.
My cat, Boycatt, died recently from kidney failure. I feel very responsible, because the vet said it was either from a genetic problem, or he got into something like antifreeze outside. But cats love being outside, although it is dangerous.. I know mine would HATE being just inside.
He was one of my very first cat's, Kitty Kitty Bang Bang, kittens.
We were going to have him put to sleep, because his chances were about 20%... but they gave him lots of fluids and we kept him at home for two days.. and we took him to the vet on a Friday, and he seemed much better. So they said we should keep him over the weekend, and he may improve much more.
Rapidly over the weekend, he began getting worse.
He passed away that Sunday night. It was one of the worst things I've ever seen... to see an animal you love die a horrible death is awful.
My best wishes are with you.