OMG - Natalie! I hadn't even seen this thread when I posted to your other one! My heart is absolutely breaking for you!
He was SUCH a beauty! I wish I could wrap you up and take away your pain.
I will light a candle for all your kitties tonight.
RIP Sandy Paws - you were very, very loved, and you will be very, very missed. Please send calming, reassuring and loving vibes to Natalie so she knows you're OK and can feel that you know how much she loved you!