I know, but I don't know how I can find her a loving home since she is pregnant, not many people want to deal with kittens..
But I haven't seen a single flea on her, there are none on her, and I have been telling her this.. And it would be hard for me to give her up.. And hard to find her a good home. And I refuse to take her to a shelter. Because I have done that once, and I felt horrible.. (long story) It was hard enough to get rid of that dog, (she was snapping at my niece, and nephew (twas a dog. They are 2 and 3) But that is not the problem.. I know it could be the best thing I can do for her... But... I don't know what else to do.. I would be in tears for days.. But I know Mika wouldn't be. If she found the right home.. But I don't know how I can be sure she gets a loving home, this is a problem for me.. I want to make sure she gets a good home, that won't abuse her, or anything. Feed her, and all the great stuff she deserves. But, I have not found a flea on her. But, the thing about the home situation, is how do you know if it is the right one? People lie all the time.. Ya know? I am not trying to be mean.. But, I haven't had a very good experience with many people.. I have always been bullied I guess... But, I want to give Mika a home, but I need to find the strength to do it.. I don't have the strength, because I lost one of my best friends, not to long ago.. (dog) And it will make me even more of a wreck, even if I give her to somebody that will care for her.. kind of like a depression thing.. I don't know, I don't like making excuses, but I have fears ya see? And I want her to get the best.