I'm so very, very sorry. I know this will be both the shortest and the longest day for you, waiting for the end yet trying to put it off as long as possible. You & your sweet Lilly have been in my thoughts since I read your post this morning. It's good that you'll be with her, and I believe she knows this is the most loving thing you've ever done for her. You and Lilly are in my prayers, and in my tears.