Davidson, an angel gracing heavens door

I am so sorry to hear this very devastating news. I have no idea what you must be feeling other that utter saddness. Please know that you, John, and Harley are in my thoughts and prayers. :love3:

Thanks everyone.... I just never thought that I would ever live to see the day that my babies names would be in this forum. I appreciate all the support and love I've recieved thru PMs and in The Lounge. I'm sorry if this doesn't make much sense- I've just copied what I wrote to Karen in a PM, I can't relive the scenio again.

I'm just beside myself, I don't even know what to do, or think!

I was sleeping, and this morning around 8:45AM, there was a loud bang on my front door- it was the police, my landlord and a young lady from down the hall.
They asked me if any of my cats were missing- and I told them I didn't think so, but I would check- they said they found a gray fluffy cat dead in the hallway this morning. I told them it couldn't be Davidson- he wasn't that fluffy. But... I checked the whole apartment....nothing.
I knew it was him, I was crying frantically, calling John of course. The police went to the station, and brought him back... nad it was him I couldn't even look at him, I was crying so hard, and shaking- the cop probably thought I was insane.

I had my best friend over last night, and she left around 11PM... after she left, I had opened our front door to the hallway to fix the peep hole in our door, since it was loose- I shut the door,a nd went to bed, and fell asleep immediatly. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought it was strange that he hadn't come up to me for cuddles, but he was sleeping by the patio door when my friend left.
He must have darted out the front door w/o me even seeing him.

I feel so guilty for not checking on him before I went to bed. I always do- but I THOUGHT he was still sleeping by the other door... he has never once tried to get outside.

When they found him, he was bleeding from his mouth- and apparently there was a lot of noise in the hallway this morning around 4AM outside my neighbors door... she went to seee what happened around 5:30AM and found him, and called the cops

I just feel so guilty, that its my fault that this happened- I just cannot picture my sweet angel out there by himself, looking for Harley and mysefl.

I'm here by mysefl now with Harley- who is looking all over the apartment for Davidson. He's so lost without him already... I told him what happeend, but he went up to Davidson's bed and was lookign for him, and in all of his usual hiding spots. He keeps meowing really long and sad sounding... I feel miserable.

Its SO quiet without him here, he used to be my by side 24-7... Harley has been near me w/ cuddles all day... but right now he's laying down in Davidson's favorite spot in my closet

I just cannot wrap my mind around the idea that my little baby is gone.

He's just a little guy... not even 1 year old yet. He was MY baby, my sweet angel face, too young to become any else's angel. He was such a happy little guy, loved Harley and me. He was just warming up to John, letting him hold him, play with him. And now he's been taken from us.

I feel as tho I've lost my own child- he was MINE... always cuddling with me, asking for headbutts. I feel so alone sitting here without him on my lap, or harassing his brother... or sitting next to me begging for more wet food

RIP my sweet angel, meowmy misses you more than you can possibly imagine

I can't believe what I've just read. I saw the name in the thread and thougt... "No, it can't possiblt be Kenzie's baby boy". I still can't belive it so I can only imagine how you must feel.

Please, Kenzie, don't blame yourself. It will only make this harder for you. It's impossible for us to protect our babies from everything and you are an amazing meowmie! He's a much loved kitty and I'm sure he knows it. Give Harley extra loves... he'll need it and so will you and John. You'll all be in my thoughts and RIP sweet Davidson. It was much too soon and you will be missed my many!

I am so very sorry Mackenzie.
I like many i watched pics of him,when he was just a little kitten.
i so loved the pics with him and his brother.

rest in peace davidson, and play happy at the bridge.

I'm stunned. It seems we all grew up with Davidson and he became part of each of us. I can't believe he is gone. My heartfelt condolences go out to you and John at such a sad time.

RIP sweet Davidson.

I'm so sorry. I don't know what to say.

oh gosh, Kenz, I'm so sorry you've lost your sweet baby RIP Davidson, there are many TCS kitties to welcome you to the Rainbow Bridge

This is just so sad. It's so strange how things can change in an instant. We are thinking of you guys and hope that if you need anything, including chocolate, don't hesitate to ask!

I´m so sorry MCkenzie...
My english is not enought to conform you... ...I´m spechless about this...

BUT MY heart is with you rigth now...
RIP Sweet Davidson...

This is so sad, I am in tears over the loss of Davidson, and I can't imagine the grief and heartbreak you are feeling right now.

Rest in peace little baby Davidson

Oh Kenz. I can't even beleive I am reading this. How awful and unexpected..I really don't know what to say.

I am here for you hun, and am sending many prayers for you, John and poor sad Harley.

RIP little man, you were only with us for a short while, but we love you so much. You are such a special TCS kitty and always will be.

Kenz I am so sorry.

Oh honey, I am in tears with the thought of you alone with onoone to comfort you in your time of sorrow. You will be in my thoughts I am truely sorry for your loss.

Oh no! I am so so very sorry! Davidson you are a beautiful angel now! Your Mommy misses you so very much!

Oh my this is very difficult to take in The love & support from all of us at TCS will be surrounding you and yours today and in the forthcoming days Take care Kenz

Precious Davidson, heaven indeed has a very special boy have fun sweetie we´ll miss you very much

oh my God. I can't believe this. I wish it wasn't true. I am so sorry, Mackenzie, so very sorry. you, John, and Harley will be held close in my thoughts and prayers.

I cannot add much as so much has already been said.
Just remember as long as your memories of Davidson live within you, Davidson spirit will live forever.
He is now with my Rainbow Bridge kitties playing and waiting to meet us again.
Many hugs to you, John and Harley.

My heartfelt sympathy goes out to you, John, and Harley!
RIP sweet Davidson! Run and play happily at the bridge!
We will all miss you!

I am so so sorry for your loss. Davidson was such a beautiful boy and I know your heart must be breaking.

Rest in peace little one.