Thank you so very much!!!! This has been the worst birthday of my life...I have just cried off and on all day today, dreading sending her to the sitters for 10 hours a day. And actually it will be 11 hours without her, with the drive there and back. 6:30am-5:30pm. The sitter is in the town my husband works in, she lives a block from where he works, so Amber will be going with him and he will pick her up when he gets off work. To start with, I will drive the extra miles to pick her up when I get off work at 3. (I work 7am-3pm) so that way I can be with her a little more, but it will still be the same weekly price even if she leaves early with me, and we can't afford for me to drive the extra miles to pick her up each day just for 2 extra hours with her, and since my husband will be right there in town already, it wouldn't be very cost efficient for me to pick her up myself each day. (it is a different town than where I work) But the first week or so I will do it anyway...I will rush straight over there as fast as I can get there!!!!
I appreciate your thoughts and kind words, and hugs!!!! Thank you!!!!
I know I will get through this...it is just really hard ight now. I am sorry I have been such a downer for the past couple weeks, dreading this day...I am usually a fairly cheerful person.
My heart is very heavy, and I think I will have to take a sleeping pill to get to sleep tonight.