I swear, this just isn't my month!
I have been back home this past week for Christmas with my family. I came back to our apartment today because I need to start looking for jobs again since I haven't heard back from the Hospital and I'm getting really stressed/depressed, all that stuff... so I come home to John and the kitties today to find messy house, which really started it all. He didn't even clean up his messes!
So before he heads to bed, I ask him if we can do something tomorrow night together since I've been gone for a week - he tells me, 'well, I'm going out.'
I've been gone and going out with your friends is more important?
So here I am, sitting here crying, wishing I would have stayed home with my family. I didn't even want to come back, sometimes I wish I lived a bit closer to my family -I always feel so good when I'm back home with them. I'm just getting super depressed with this whole job thing, and I guess him saying that really set me off.
I just needed to vent a little, I know you guys all understand...
I have been back home this past week for Christmas with my family. I came back to our apartment today because I need to start looking for jobs again since I haven't heard back from the Hospital and I'm getting really stressed/depressed, all that stuff... so I come home to John and the kitties today to find messy house, which really started it all. He didn't even clean up his messes!
So before he heads to bed, I ask him if we can do something tomorrow night together since I've been gone for a week - he tells me, 'well, I'm going out.'
I've been gone and going out with your friends is more important?
So here I am, sitting here crying, wishing I would have stayed home with my family. I didn't even want to come back, sometimes I wish I lived a bit closer to my family -I always feel so good when I'm back home with them. I'm just getting super depressed with this whole job thing, and I guess him saying that really set me off.
I just needed to vent a little, I know you guys all understand...