Ok I have decided as of today John is the best guy in the whole entire world!
I was being a pain most of the day. When I dont feel well I get grumpy and pick fights. Anyways I was stressing over something that matters alot to me. And it was really bothering me. So I went in to talk to John about it. He didnt get it at all and decided to tell me so. I got really mad and started freaking out and he just said Amber I'm sorry if I dont understand how you feel about _______. But I can say that I love you and Im sorry if it makes you mad that I dont understand. I'm just a guy. And I dont always get whats wrong or why something upsets you so much. So then I said a few more choice words and stormed out. I felt really bad later about the whole conversation. So I decided that I would go in and apologize. Which is like the hardest thing for me to do ever. So I went into this big huge long speal about how I was sorry and I didnt deserve a guy as nice and sweet and good as him. And that I didnt know why I always tried to mess things up when its going so good. That I could never find another guy as good as him. And he says Amber Im the one who could never find a girl as good as you. You could go out today and find some guy way better then me in a heart beat. But I would never be able to find someone as good as you ever!
I dont know what I did to deserve such a great guy!
He's put up with so much from me. And has stuck by me threw all the problems Ive had lately and hardly blinked about Lava Girl. It makes me just want to cy my eyes out. Hes so wonderful!
I was being a pain most of the day. When I dont feel well I get grumpy and pick fights. Anyways I was stressing over something that matters alot to me. And it was really bothering me. So I went in to talk to John about it. He didnt get it at all and decided to tell me so. I got really mad and started freaking out and he just said Amber I'm sorry if I dont understand how you feel about _______. But I can say that I love you and Im sorry if it makes you mad that I dont understand. I'm just a guy. And I dont always get whats wrong or why something upsets you so much. So then I said a few more choice words and stormed out. I felt really bad later about the whole conversation. So I decided that I would go in and apologize. Which is like the hardest thing for me to do ever. So I went into this big huge long speal about how I was sorry and I didnt deserve a guy as nice and sweet and good as him. And that I didnt know why I always tried to mess things up when its going so good. That I could never find another guy as good as him. And he says Amber Im the one who could never find a girl as good as you. You could go out today and find some guy way better then me in a heart beat. But I would never be able to find someone as good as you ever!
I dont know what I did to deserve such a great guy!