First thank you ALL beautiful people for your enormous support. It is a great comfort.
UPDATE
Panda was finally diagnosed with kidney failure. he's been hospitalized since yesterday and put on a drip for liquids and nurishment, since he won't eat, and he needs lots of fluids to wash his system and avoid developing a toxic reaction if the kidneys are not functioning. The problem is he must urinate and it seems he holds it in since the environment is so alien to him. So this evening the vet squized out urine and suggested i take him home for tonight in the hope that at home he will urinate> When i saw him yesterday he seemed better. The vet told me he expects him to overcome THIS episode, but even if he recuperates, it's a matter of months till the kidneys cease to function alltogether, so the prognosis is not good. This evening when I went to see him, he was considerable worse. Very week, aphatic and obviously in great discomfort - I was shocked. Tomorrow I have to take him back to the vet, so he can make again a blood test and see how to proceed. I am alittle relieved since i have managed to force feed him about1/2 chicken liver, which is not the food he should have now, but friends who know about cats and some medicine in general advised me that at this point it is important that he eats - no matter what.
I appreciate you all worrying about us. It is very difficult, since I am constantly swaying from hope to despair, and due to my condition i might get psychotic, but I have decided I must be strong for my beloved boy, and try hard not to lose control.
So I guess I'll be awake all night tending to Panda, trying to feed him, (I hate force feeding him, but I know I must) get him to drink, carrying him to his litter box (he's too weak to walk) and I hope he makes it through the night. If he does - we'll start again tomorrow - a day at a time. If not - I truly don't know what will happen to me. I know I won't be able to take it. But enough.
Please pray for us.
and thank you all again.
sending love and best wishes to all sick cats and kittens.
rachel
UPDATE
Panda was finally diagnosed with kidney failure. he's been hospitalized since yesterday and put on a drip for liquids and nurishment, since he won't eat, and he needs lots of fluids to wash his system and avoid developing a toxic reaction if the kidneys are not functioning. The problem is he must urinate and it seems he holds it in since the environment is so alien to him. So this evening the vet squized out urine and suggested i take him home for tonight in the hope that at home he will urinate> When i saw him yesterday he seemed better. The vet told me he expects him to overcome THIS episode, but even if he recuperates, it's a matter of months till the kidneys cease to function alltogether, so the prognosis is not good. This evening when I went to see him, he was considerable worse. Very week, aphatic and obviously in great discomfort - I was shocked. Tomorrow I have to take him back to the vet, so he can make again a blood test and see how to proceed. I am alittle relieved since i have managed to force feed him about1/2 chicken liver, which is not the food he should have now, but friends who know about cats and some medicine in general advised me that at this point it is important that he eats - no matter what.
I appreciate you all worrying about us. It is very difficult, since I am constantly swaying from hope to despair, and due to my condition i might get psychotic, but I have decided I must be strong for my beloved boy, and try hard not to lose control.
So I guess I'll be awake all night tending to Panda, trying to feed him, (I hate force feeding him, but I know I must) get him to drink, carrying him to his litter box (he's too weak to walk) and I hope he makes it through the night. If he does - we'll start again tomorrow - a day at a time. If not - I truly don't know what will happen to me. I know I won't be able to take it. But enough.
Please pray for us.
and thank you all again.
sending love and best wishes to all sick cats and kittens.
rachel