Thanks to all of you, who have left such lovely messages on both my threads. You are truly wonderful people, and say just the nicest things.
Today has been better, Ive cried again, sat in the garden and look at the freshly dug up soil that she used as her toilet! and had the odd chuckle about her funny ways.
My neighbours are all as shocked as me, and we have decided the road is just too fast (its at the bottom of a hill, with a tight corner bend, lethal really, soon it will be a child
who gets hurt).
Im not getting another cat just yet, I need time for Lucy, and to grieve properly.
Thanks all of you, once again.