Oh... where to start.....
We have been put on mandatory overtime for about the past month now. I have been working from 7:30am to 8:00pm and saturdays. They fired a few people here, so the workload is extremely heavy and i am just so beyond stressed out. I had such a bad day yesterday, it was just awful
when I got home, of course Murphy was all hyper and ready to play, well needless to say I was exhausted physically and emotionally so I did'nt give him any playtime. Well about an hour went by, and he was still all hyper, so he then starts aggrivating Chichi-stalking her, pouncing out from behind stuff etc... well I had just had it!
I feel soooooo bad
I smacked him really hard
I mean to the point that my hand hurt. Please nobody yell at me, I know I was wrong, and I cried like a baby afterwards-even now thinking about it I am getting all teary eyed. He was ok afterwards, a little leary, but fine. I REALLY really need some strength and happy vibes please. I have never been this run down and depressed, and my actions last night really frightened me. So could you please spare a thought for me
We have been put on mandatory overtime for about the past month now. I have been working from 7:30am to 8:00pm and saturdays. They fired a few people here, so the workload is extremely heavy and i am just so beyond stressed out. I had such a bad day yesterday, it was just awful