Hi...never done this before so here goes. We came across a cute little stray 6 weeks ago. He was skin and bones. Our vet checked him out. A-OK. We figure he was about 1 years old. We had a wonderful month together. He snuggled, he rolled, he played....This past Saturday he went outside (we had kept him in) and disappeared for a few hours. His food dish placed outside brought him in. On Sunday I put him on a leash. Not 10 minutes later my 10 year old daughter found him. He had tried jumping off the deck. Scamp was gone. Please don't beat me up. I've done that enough. I have enough guilt to last a lifetime. How do I get past this? I need your help. I love you Scamp. I miss you. I am SO sorry.