Hi Guys,
recently I lost my lovely cat who was my world for 14 years (you can read about it here http://www.thecatsite.com/t/293529/how-to-stop-blaming-yourself-it-has-been-only-4-days#post_3711696)
Now I am longing for a new companion, but I feel like it is just not the time for it yet.
So...
I lost my beloved cat last week on Friday morning. It has been a very, very hard and long way for both of us. I am at the stage where I am blaming myself, I found hundreds of reasons why he died that morning and most of them were my fault.
THE BACK STORY
2005
When he was only 4 he started...