No, you're not being selfish. It's very hard to let go of something you have been very attached to. I'm sure the kitties would rather want to be with you anyway! Good luck with them
-Hugs- I have had depression before, but somehow I fought it myself. My horrible dad did not take me seriously, and obviously didn't care, so he threw my medication out. he neglected me. I think that depression is worse than any other sickness there is, IMO, because it hurts emotionally and...
I want to be remembered for my intelligence, my ability to think out of bounds, my love for animals, someone who fought for the rights of those who can not (ex. animals, the disabled) and the one that made a difference.