I cannot even write the word. The thought of this finality is something my heart rejects and refuses to accept. The pain is so acute and so unbearable.
The loss is of such magnitude. I have had a very difficult, deprived life in which everything I ever loved, everybody I ever cared for, were...
First thank you ALL beautiful people for your enormous support. It is a great comfort.
UPDATE
Panda was finally diagnosed with kidney failure. he's been hospitalized since yesterday and put on a drip for liquids and nurishment, since he won't eat, and he needs lots of fluids to wash his system...
well dear, for a female that is not TOO old. I had a couple who reached 19 and I have a friend who has a 21 year old female.
Seriously, try contacting some society for animal's welfare - they will probably help you with free vet care...or maybe ppl on this site may help, just a small...
thank you squirtle, I maybe overeacting, but i am practically sick with worry. I lost Tzoof to kidney failure a year ago, but i coped with it, time usually heals, but this cat is SOOOOOOOO special.
As you say, i hope it will turn out less serious than what I fear.
hugs,
rachel
thank you fishtreats, I cannot yet think about the future or future kittens, right now i need to concentrate on doing everything possible for panda. I am getting couseling help, so do not worry.
hugs,
rachel
thanks natalie. don't worry dear, I was simply expressing my feelings, i do have a very good professional support, but right now all I need to concentrate on, is doing everything possible to help him, no?
thanks for caring,
rachel
yes, he has been tested for all that 4 months ago, but i guess due to the condition now, we should repeat the tests. I intend to do that on sunday. In the meantime I am told that it is imperative that he eats, so as not to develop liver probs.
thanks for caring.
rachel
hugs,
rachel
let's begin with what makes him so special - unusual beauty aside, he is an exceptional cat regarding a high level of communication with ppl. he has a very expressive face which can communicate feelings and thoughts in an increadible range. And he is the perfect lover - displaying affection in...
I can see you are very worried...If you dad won't pay for treatment, try contacting some voluntary association, tell them your problem and see if they can help.
from your description I can think of several possibilities (how old is the cat???)
it may be a stroke - motority prob and the eye...
Hi everybody,
I'm rachel from Tel Aviv, Israel and I've just joined in.
I have a team of 5 lovers: Washy-Washy, Tzoof, Moyshaleh and my own masterpiece Panda.
About 4 weeks ago we've had a very special addition: Booba, she's already a large kitten and she's deaf but bursting with personality...