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    So much guilt. Please help.

    Something so very strange just happened in reference to the black kitten. Just a few moments ago I said this in a conversation to my friend on facebook: 4:19pm "its really weird to be here all day alone for the first time without johnny. it just feels like.. so empty and unsettling. like...
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    I have a question

    I absolutely adore short haired fully black cats. My first was exactly like that and he was not only a beautiful panther on the outside, but also he had such a warrior spirit. And his personality, he was just so perfect. They will forever hold the most special place in my heart. But I can't...
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    Starting a Foundation

    I came up with this extremely "raw" idea/concept of starting some kind of foundation that I could create, and have it be in memory of my cat Johnny who has recently passed away. I know next to nothing about anything at all relating to this. Maybe you guys could lend a hand? What I had in mind...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

     Well it was kinda my brother's cat. He couldn't take it when he went back to college, but it ended up that my parents are keeping it instead. Which is probably for the best. It would make me so so sad to have a black kitten around. I have another long haired black cat (who looks nothing like...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

    I agree and I also hope you are right. It wasn't easy to write these posts and to also face the reality that he's no longer with me. But to know people are reading them and think more than "I'm sorry for your loss" means a lot to me. Johnny was not your average cat, and our relationship was not...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

    Today marks 3 weeks since Johnny passed. I can't believe so much time has gone by. I'm not so angry anymore, but there's a deep emptiness I have now. It's hard to adjust to it. I'm not waiting for it to go away or fade, because I know it won't. I think about him constantly, I still cry every day...
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    Goodbye Tango

    It's heartbreaking to see our kitties change and not be who they used to be. I'm sorry about yours :(
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    So much guilt. Please help.

    Oh I'm so sorry, the pain of the loss of 4 must be so immense :( - I used to live in thick, scary woods and one time of of my cats got outside, on accident. He slipped out the backdoor and was so afraid that he hid under the deck right by the door just waiting for me to open it. I panicked when...
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    Posing gone wrong.. share your funny pics!

    I have so many funny pics of my cats! At least.. I hope they're funny. I think everything my cats do is funny heh. Here are a few! ^^ That's China. He's beautiful and so clumsy goofy. ^^ Benji forced into being weird. ^^ Benji (brown) & his big "bro" Johnny (black) playing rough. [RIP...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

     Posting here actually has helped a bit. It hurts to read the posts (my posts and other's posts), but it also helped a little somehow. I guess for me to be able to put his story out there and in a way say "Hey please look at this, I want the world to know how important he was to me and now I'm...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

    I talked to her today. She was very sad :( I think she felt guilty because she saw him the day before his death and knew he wasn't acting right. That behavior could have been from so many things though. But it wasn't her fault. She didn't know for sure what happened, especially because she...
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    So much guilt. Please help.

    Thanks again everyone. I'm going in to talk to my vet today, she's back from vacation now. I think just talking to her and thanking her for all she did for him will help. It's killing me not know exactly what happened to him. If he had a stroke the day before, kidney failure, potassium...
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