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  1. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    @kittylove53 It has been almost 2 months since the passing of my dear baby boy. I still come home and sob. I kiss the box in which he is cremated and sob. The things id do to hold him, pet him, or even hear him once more. I feel empty and alone. It is not the same without him. There's a gaping...
  2. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    Hey everyone. A few days have passed, my grief has not gotten any better. I miss my baby Cloudy so immensely. I'm sitting at work as I right this holding back tears. I just want to hold him close and hear his meow and feel his pur and beautiful fur. I'm so devasted.. My baby Cloudy. I love you
  3. ilovecloudy

    How can I do this?

    So sorry for the loss of your beautiful Phantom. May he rest peacefully.. He knows you love him unconditionally. You made the right decision. My heart goes out to you.
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    How can I do this?

  5. ilovecloudy

    How can I do this?

    Hello. I am so very sorry about your beloved Phantom, who by the way is truly a beauty. His/Her coat is a beautiful color. As others have said, you will know when the time is right. Do not let your baby suffer any longer than he/she can take it. My baby boy Cloudy has recently just passed 4 days...
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    Goodbye Maui

    You are an amazing human being for giving him your love in his final days.. He will never be forgotten, always loved and always remembered. I'm sure he was delightful. Rest in peace to a beautiful, kind soul. May you find peace, and know that Maui also, is at peace. You are a beautiful soul.
  8. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    @KingMatthewsMom Thank you so much for your support.. It makes me feel better to know that maybe I am not a murderer.. I just wanted him to be happy and painless.. I hope it was the right decision. It's just so empty and quiet here.. I have never hurt like this before. I will reach out and...
  9. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    @foxden I am so glad to hear that you are such a loving, caring human being. You took Kiki and her babies in, caring for them and then giving her a lifetime of love. My baby Cloudy was 13 years old as well. It is day 3 and I am still coming home from school and sobbing. I miss him so much my...
  10. ilovecloudy

    My cat was diagnosed with CHF (congestive heart failure)

    @zenseed75 Go rocky!! So happy to hear is doing well.. May he have an amazing quality of life. He is beautiful, always in my prayers.. :)
  11. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    @foxden I am very sorry to hear about your beloved Kiki. It is the hardest decision to ever have to make.. But for the quality of life to be poor would be torture for our poor babies.. I know. What did they diagnose her with, if you don't mind my asking? Cloudy had congestive heart failure...
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    Cloudy

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  14. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    You all are so compassionate and gracious.. It feels good to talk to people who also know the pain I am going through. It continues to warm my heart when someone else replies to me.. The more people that tell me it was the right thing to do, the more my guilt lessens. I will turn to my other...
  15. ilovecloudy

    When the moment comes...

    @kmd I suppose that it is better a week too early than an hour too late.. I didn't want him to suffer.. I just keep believing there was something more that could have been done.. I feel so guilty for all of this. I should've caught it earlier and done more for him.. I am so depressed. I don't...
  16. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    That was so beautiful it made me sob. I will never forget what you have said to me, and what you have said about my dear baby boy. I just pray to god he never fades into just a memory.. today is the second day without him and it has not gotten any better. I can't get his final moments out of my...
  17. ilovecloudy

    When the moment comes...

    I just wish I didn't feel like such a murderer.
  18. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    @Sarah C Thank you so much, I'm sure you are a wonderful human as well. Cats are not just pets, they are family members. They are the loves of our lives. They are loyalty, selflessness, love, all in one. I love my baby boy so much. I feel so much guilt, anger, sadness and longing for my baby. I...
  19. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    GREYPAWS: That message has truly eased my pain a bit. I am so lucky to have had such a loyal, faithful, loving companion by my side all the years of my life so far. I love him with every inch of my heart and soul. The things I'd do to be able to hold him once more. I am truly feeling so guilty...
  20. ilovecloudy

    Cloudy

    He wouldn't .. Although I don't know how else to cope. I'm just laying here next to the spot he laid last, staring at his bed wishing he would appear. I am so devastated and heartbroken I don't even know what to do with myself. It was so quiet while I ate a bit of dinner, as I barely have an...
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