Dear Rachel,
I just joined on tonight and read your story. My thoughts are with you as I have gone through the deaths of several cats and I know exactly how you are feeling. Time is the best healer and the memories you have of Max!!! Start a scrapbook of him when you feel up to it, it is good...
My 4 year old male cat who was neutered when he was a kitten was recently kenneled at my vet for one week. This is the first time that he has been "away from home" that long. The day I picked him up he started acting very unusually. Once or twice a day he would start doing what I call "a...