I have been dealing with my grief and then I fear we have made a horrible discovery. My wife mentioned she fed her raisins before this happened because she likes them. Of course there is no way she knew it could cause this. I didn't know that, I just happen to not like raisins.
I'm so scared...
That is one thing I do not regret at all, taking her home. It was so apparently she was excited and happy to come home. I'm 100% sure we did the right thing in that regard.
Thank you all. I keep thinking what I could have done differently. This hit me very hard. I still am finding it hard to accept. She was such a sweet cat. I should just be thankful for the good times we had but it might take some time for me to fully process it.
I know I just have a severe distrust in doctors in general. I myself have been made sicker by them only to cure myself simply with a radical diet. I know this is different, I wasn't dying like this but still. Anyway, thanks. I will just let her be in peace I think that is the best thing probably.