RIP Swayer.
You shouldn't feel guilty. Cats are very energetic and need oxygen in order to keep up their lifestyle. Can't imagine how he felt.
You tried your best to give him the best life under his circumstances. And I'm sure he was appreciated by that. He's in a better place where he can...
Thank you all for your kind words. Yesterday was very tough, today got better. Still was rough coming home and not seeing her come out the garage.
To be honest writing this thread yesterday really helped me to kinda have closure. Putting what you feel out there really lets you see the good...
Long time lurker, first time poster.
Today I had lost my dear cat, Cindy. Her age was unknown but she looked at least a year old when I first found her in 2003.
Found her outside my bedroom window where I used to live, with my mom. I was about 14. I went outside and gave her some ham thinking...